The Friends Who Stay and the Ones Who Don’t
Subtitle: Some People Arrive for a Reason, Some for a Season, and Neither One Is a Failure
Good morning, friends.
I have written before about how few best friends I have kept across a lifetime, and how I have come to believe that a small circle is not a small life. What I have not written about yet is everyone else. The friends who came before the three I kept. The good times we had, the real friends, by every measure that mattered at the time in my real life, who simply did not last into this season of my life.
I do not think of them as friendships that failed. I think of them as friendships that finished, and there is an important difference between the two. I should say, too, that I am a genuinely shy person who has never made friends easily, even as a child, so every friendship on this list, lasting or not, took more for me to build than it might have taken someone more naturally outgoing. That makes the finished ones no less worth remembering.
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The Friend From a Job You No Longer Have
There is a particular kind of closeness that grows out of sitting near someone for eight hours a day. You learn her coffee order, her children’s names, the small running jokes that only make sense to the two of you. For a season, she might be the person you talk to more than almost anyone else in your life, simply because of proximity, because she is there and the work is hard and you need someone in the next chair who understands it. You were never an official friend group, just the two of you, but the spending time together every single day did more work than any deliberate effort could have, built on nothing fancier than a shared common activity called getting through the workday.
And then one of you changes jobs, or the company changes, or life simply moves you both in different directions, and the friendship that felt so central quietly stops being fed. Not from any falling out. Not from anything either of you did wrong. The scaffolding that built the friendship in the first place, the shared hallway, the shared deadline, the shared complaint about the same difficult colleague, is simply gone, and without it, the friendship has nowhere left to stand.
I do not look back on friendships like that with regret. I look back on them with real gratitude. She was exactly the friend I needed for that particular stretch of my life, and I was, I hope, exactly the friend she needed too. That the friendship did not last forever does not undo any of what it actually was while it lasted.
The Friend From a Stage You Have Outgrown
Some friendships are built entirely around a specific chapter, a specific identity you were both living inside at the time. New mothers find each other this way, comparing notes in the trenches of a stage neither of you will ever live through quite the same way again. The whole thing can feel, oddly, like making new friends back in high school, that same sudden intensity of finding someone who simply gets it. Women going through the same caretaking season, the same hobby, the same neighborhood book club, find each other the same way.
These friendships can feel, in the middle of them, like they will last forever, because the bond feels so specific, so understood. And then the stage ends. The children grow up, the caretaking season closes, the book club disbands, and you discover, sometimes gently and sometimes with a small surprise, that the friendship was built around the season rather than around each other specifically. You spend time together less and less, not from any falling out, but simply because the thing that built the bridge between you is no longer there to walk across.
I used to think this meant the friendship had not been real. I no longer think that. I think it means the friendship did exactly what it was there to do, which was to walk me through a particular stretch of road I could not have walked alone, and then it released its grip the way a good walking companion releases your arm once you have safely crossed.
People Come for a Reason, or a Season
I do not know who first said it, but I have heard some version of this idea my whole life, and the older I get, the more I believe it completely. Some people come into your life for a reason. They are there to teach you something, to walk you through something, to be exactly the friend a particular moment required. And some people come for a season, a specific chapter that has its own beginning and its own end, built into the friendship from the very start whether either of you realized it at the time.
Very few people come for a lifetime. I think that is simply the truth of it, and I think it is a much kinder truth than the one most of us were taught to expect. We grow up assuming that true friends, real friends, the kind we hope our old friends will always be, should last forever by definition, and that anything shorter is somehow a lesser version of the real thing. I no longer believe that. A friendship that gave you exactly what you needed for three years, or five, or ten, and then completed itself, is not a lesser friendship. It is simply a different kind of friendship than the rare, decades-long kind, and it does not need to apologize for being what it actually was.
What I Have Learned From the Ones That Ended
I am, by nature, the kind of person who lets go easily. I grew up moving every two years until I was thirteen, and there is no gentle way to learn that lesson except by living it over and over. You make a friend, you learn her street, her porch, the particular way she laughed, and then a moving truck arrives and you start over somewhere new. By the time I was a teenager, releasing a friendship without much ceremony was simply how I was built. I had a friend in high school I was genuinely sad about losing touch with for a little while, and I could not tell you her name today if my life depended on it. That is not coldness. That is just what early, repeated practice in letting go does to a person.
What makes this complicated is that I am also, by nature, deeply shy. I do not make friends easily as an adult, not even a little. It takes me a long time to trust someone enough to let her past the polite surface, and most people I meet never get that far with me, through no fault of theirs. But when a friendship does finally take root, past all that natural caution, it tends to stay. Every one of the three friends I wrote about, the French teacher’s family, the violin teacher, the friend who saw the sparks before I did, was made well into adulthood, and every one of those friendships has now lasted more than thirty years.
So the letting go was never really the hard part for me. The hard part was, and still is, opening up in the first place. That is the real inheritance from a childhood spent moving so often. Not an inability to release people. An early, well-earned caution about which people are even worth the risk of attaching to at all.
What I know now, at this stage of life, is that the friendships from a job or a particular season were never meant to survive the scaffolding that built them, and I have stopped expecting them to. You can call the old coworker for years after you no longer share an office, and the conversation will be perfectly pleasant and increasingly thin, both of you reaching for a connection that simply is not there in the same way anymore. There is no failure in that. It is simply proof that the friendship did exactly what it was built to do, for exactly as long as it was built to do it. The best way I have found through this is honesty with myself about which friendships were always going to be seasonal, and which rare few were always going to be permanent, even back when I could not yet tell the difference.
Letting a friendship like that rest, without anger, without a dramatic goodbye, without treating it as evidence that I failed at friendship generally, has been one of the quieter lessons of midlife. It does not mean I stop being glad it happened. It simply means I stop expecting a friendship built for one season to perform the work of the rare, permanent kind, the kind I have only ever found a handful of times in an entire life, and held onto completely once I did.
The Few Who Stayed
And then there are the rare ones. I wrote about mine not long ago, three women found at different points across an entire adult life, plus the siblings who have known me since before I had any other friends at all. What strikes me now, writing this companion piece, is that I could not have appreciated those few as fully as I do without all the others. The friends from the job. The friends from the stage I outgrew. Each one taught me something true about what closeness actually requires, what it costs, what it cannot survive without, and that education is part of what let me recognize, the first time I met each of my three closest friends, that I had finally found a really good friend rather than just a pleasant one.
The good news, if there is good news folded into any of this, is that you do not need very many of them. You need the right people, at the right time, and you need to recognize them when they arrive, which is a skill every other friendship along the way quietly taught you.
So when I think back across the whole long list, the reason friends and the season friends and the handful of lifetime friends, I do not feel a string of small losses. I feel something closer to a long, ongoing gratitude, for every single person who showed up exactly when I needed them to, stayed exactly as long as we both needed, and then, without anyone’s fault, let go.
I would love to hear from you, friends. Do you have a friendship you think back on now with gratitude rather than regret, even though it did not last? And have you found your own version of the few who stayed?
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“People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.”
~ widely attributed, original author unknown
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